I look up at the sky and I'm thinking.....Well, ain't life a b**ch!!
God certainly has a sense of humour!!!
You have got to be shi**ing me!
All of the above filled my head one day, after a situation occurred where I had to Woman Up and accept some personal truths.
It began before that, when a thought popped into my head. I have no clue where it came from. Put it popped!!
This thought was about giving up expectations.
Simple right??!!
I'm discovering, The truth always is, Simple.
I had been pulling my self too and fro because of the expectations I had about situations and people in my life, I ended up pre-empting absolutely everything and was driving myself loca!!!
Anyway!! so when this thought shook me,
I loved it.
The 1st day I let go of my expectations, I had an amazing day.
I was uber productive and I think it was because I was focused on what I had to do and not anticipating, pre-empting or trying to guess the outcome of situations or even peoples responses or actions.
Just saying that feels lighter, cause that's a whole lot of energy I just freed up.
Then life dropped me a funny one.
A few different situations where I had to take a good look at some choices I'd made.
How I show up in my relationship with others and how I allowed others to treat me and so on and so on.....
No matter what happens I have choice, no victims on this train.
But sometimes, just sometimes I feel;
Well, ain't life a b**ch!
God certainly has a sense of humour!
You have got to be shi**ing me!
Perhaps that's the old she trying to get a word in;)
A keep your awareness up and Be who you say you want to Be.
That's it!!!;o)
